i have never been this itchy before. apart from my really disgusting skin now, i feel so itchy all over. i've cut my nails to a point where i can't see them anymore due to this allergy that i got. i hate it...
let's see, what did i eat anyhow?
i ate this bread with asado and adobo on it. i tasted MSG (monosodium glatamate) and it was baaadd! how was i supposed to know that it had MSG on it? oh gawd! with only a few days until my hunny comes home, how can i face him with this fugly face? i think will be really disgusted with the way i look. i am disgusted. i am an ugly, disfigured, fat blob that lost weight only to gain it thanks to the cortisol everyone has been injecting on me.
tomorrow, i will go to an allergologist (read: allergology specialist) and beg for a cure that will take this off completely. i am so itchy and red, it might take months for this to heal... and i wish i can get someone to help me, but i have very little options for the moment.
i am thankful that i have a really understanding training manager. at least zoey has been nice. i don't know about the rest of the people. shandy's been prescribing some weird medication with antihistamines. oh boy! i wish this could really stop...
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