one true light

overjoyed
overrun
and overlooked
i am running long and tired
from a journey that has become a dead end
but you came along and i saw
finally
a light
a truth i have seen finally
you are my one true love
and i would give my life just to be with you...

feel na feel

i heard "feel na feel", an 80's song today at the 24-hour coffee shop near the office today. that was so weird!
anyhow, i have another lesson coming up, so au revoir! Ü

less stressed

Yup, I'm fast becoming a Blogthings addict. It's not that I have nothing better to post on my blog, it's just that I have been a bit clueless about my life. Clueless is good. See, I have been relaxing more and I have been a lot less stressed. My new job is great. It only allows me to be stressed when I'm teaching, and that's pretty fine. 30 minutes within a day is not so bad. The people I have spoken to are nice and very professional. Yah, but then I can't really relate that much. Imagine telling a CEO that his presentation lacks a bit of character and presentation. Hmnn... that's pretty darn hard, but hey, I get to do that. Or tell a nuclear technician that his use of syntax is wrong. Man, I get to boss people around in this job, I love it!
Christmas is fast approaching. I have bought the people I love their presents. Man, I only hope that the thing I got for them will be appreciated. I have to say, I got them pretty kick-ass gifts. I got my boyfriend something beautiful and precious. I hope he likes it. He deserves all the great things that my money can buy. Yah, I sound like a sugar mom, but really I think that when you love someone, there's very little room to be either greedy or miserly. I want him to remember me, whether we end up together or not.
Speaking of being together, I have been going crazy with my mom. Apparently, she has told my tita that she thinks I'm gonna get married soon. My mom even helped me pick out the bracelet that I was supposed to give my boyfriend and offered to pay for it, on account of me not getting my paycheck still. I respectfully declined. Well, I have been saving for that bracelet for 2 months now. So, despite me not getting my paycheck last month, I can still afford it.
I got his mom the cutest aromatherapy set. I love his mom. They're a pretty sweet family.
Well, this is my day. I have to wait for the re-ordered chain I got for him before I ship it to him. Well, that's that! Adieu til my next post!

How Pure Are You?

You Are 72% Pure

Well, you're not exactly an angel - but you're pretty darn close. But chances are, you have a couple juicy secrets deep in your closet.

How Pure Are You?

What Superheroine Are You?

You Are Buffy the Vampire Slayer

"We saved the world. I say we have to party."

What Superheroine Are You?

Which Sex and the City Vixen Are You?

You Are Most Like Charlotte!

You are the ultimate romantic idealist You've been hurt before, but that hasn't caused you to give up on love. If anything, your resolve to fall in love is stronger than ever. And it's this feminine optimism that men find most appealing about you. Romantic prediction: That guy you are seeing (or crushing on)? Could be very serious - if you play your cards right!

Which Sex and the City Vixen Are You?

The Sesame Street Personality Quiz

You Are Bert

Extremely serious and a little eccentric, people find you loveable - even if you don't love them! You are usually feeling: Logical - you rarely let your emotions rule you You are famous for: Being smart, a total neat freak, and maybe just a little evil How you life your life: With passion, even if your odd passions (like bottle caps and pigeons) are baffling to others

The Sesame Street Personality Quiz

What Is Your Seduction Style?

Your Seduction Style: The Charmer

You're a master at intimate conversation and verbal enticement. You seduce with words, by getting people to open up to you. By establishing this deep connection quickly, people feel under your power. And then you've got them exactly where you want them!

What Is Your Seduction Style?

confessions

Here are just some of the things that people probably DON'T know about me:

1. I am a Hilary Duff fan. I have seen almost every Lizzie Maguire episode there is. Yup, even reruns. I loved her in almost all of her movies, including "The Perfect Man" with Heather Locklear.
2. Although my favorite color is orange, I will never be seen wearing orange or having an orange item in my body, except either a bracelet with orange beads or a watch with an orange strap. One of the rationales behind this phenomenon is that orange is too glaring and too crazy a color to mix and match with anything else. So, as to not invite attention, I try not to wear colors that are too bright.
3. Crepes are to die for! I am a huge fan of sugar and butter crepes. I am also a huge fan of waffles. But, unlike almost everyone else that like fruits and other add-ons, i enjoy mine plain. Try Sugar and Butter crepes from Cafe Breton, G4 that's only 60 bucks, and Golden Brown Waffles at Pancake House for only 120php.
4. Tyra Banks is my goddess! Have you seen her lately? Thanks to the Tyra Banks Show, I have been seeing her everyday. She is my "body-to-be". Wish I can be that sexy! And I sometimes pretend to be her, especially on a client call. (Yah, imagine me saying this to a client... "Y'all dig, right?" And yes, I did!)
5. I have the biggest crush on Stuart Townsend. I think he's super hot! But I think my boyfriend's hotter.

Boobie Name Generator (pretty damned funny!)

Your Boobies' Names Are...

Dixie and Daisy

Boobie Name Generator

What Color Orange Are You?

You Are Cameo

You are understanding and very empathetic. You don't tend to have acquaintances. Everyone is your friend. And all of your friends tend to be friends. You have a knack for bringing very different people together.

What Color Orange Are You?

How Abnormal Are You?

You Are 52% Abnormal

You are at medium risk for being a psychopath. It is somewhat likely that you have no soul. You are at medium risk for having a borderline personality. It is somewhat likely that you are a chaotic mess. You are at medium risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is somewhat likely that you are in love with your own reflection. You are at medium risk for having a social phobia. It is somewhat likely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement. You are at high risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is very likely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer.

How Abnormal Are You?

Do You Date Like a Man or a Woman?

You Date Like a Man

According to studies on dating, you date like a man. You date casually and frequently, getting serious with select people over time. Physical attraction and chemistry is very important to you. And if there's nothing more than a physical connection, that's okay with you (at least for a while). You are definitely looking for love, but you are in no rush to find it. You figure love will eventually come your way, and you're not going to live like a monk while you're waiting!

Do You Date Like a Man or a Woman?

a moment of mushiness

i walked the streets of divisoria today, looking for gifts for my new officemates and other friends. i heard the song i posted, and for the very first time in my life, it made so much sense. being in love with my toolz has been amazing. now, love songs make more sense, every little word has so much more depth and every little encounter with him leaves me more and more smitten.
he is perfect.
i only pray that he loves me until the end... i see the future in his eyes, i feel tomorrow in his words and his beautiful heart...his honest soul.
he is my happiness.

Basta't Kasama Kita

sa tuwing tayo't magkakalayo
hindi matahimik ang puso ko
bawat sandali hanap kita
'di mapakali hanggang muling kapiling ka
dahil kung ika'y makita ng
labis labis ang tuwang nadarama
magisnan lamang ang kislap ng iyong mata
kahit ano pa ay kakayanin ko na

basta't kasama kita
lahat magagawa
lahat ay maiaalay sa'yo
basta't kasama kita
walang kailangan pa
wala nang hahanapin pa
basta't kasama kita

giliw,sana ay ikaw na nga
ang siyang mananatiling kasama ko
dahil kung ika'y mawawala pati lahat sa buhay ko'y maglalaho
ngunit...

walang kailangan pa
wala nang hahanapin pa
basta't kasama kita

allow

it's hard to find people to love in this world, so if you have them, hold on to them. trust them and understand them.

you never really know what you're capable of until you realize the full potential of one person's love for you.

closer

i have been thinking lately.
i have never loved anyone this way before. i'm getting really scared. random thoughts would always pop into my mind, like what if he finds someone else or what if he's just toying with me?
today, i couldn't sit down, let alone relax. i haven't felt this weird since ever. i knew something was up. i just couldn't show my family that i was somewhat worried.
i have been pretty sick lately, like seriously sick. but i had to take my tita to the airport cos i'm the bum in the house. i don't start work until the 14th, so i have plenty of time to be resting, but man... i didn't know that being jobless would allow me to be this sensitive about being a girlfriend.
when he cuts me off to either rest or cos he has an early meeting, i think, man, he is probably entertaining another woman right now. when he doesn't call, i immediately think, he is so sleeping with someone right now. i know these are irrational and illogical, i mean, knowing him all this time, he doesn't seem the type to cheat. but god, i'm just naturally jealous. his cat actually has more airtime than me. i mean, of all the things to blog about, you may want to talk about your supposedly "hot" girlfriend, but yah, the cat gets more show. not that i'm jealous of the cat, i guess i'm saying, what's really official right? and his ex is just casually commenting on his blog every now and then, and his ex has of course, absolutely, more airtime than me. but that's an entirely different blog entry.
anyhow, i'm just making fun of my situation.. that's not the point of this whole entry. the point is, i don't care if i don't appear on his blog, or i haven't been introduced to his friends, i think what's important is me feeling this in love with this man. this man that makes me laugh and makes me cry and he doesn't even know it. the man who says "i love you too" everytime he wants to say that he loves me. and calls me kitten cos he's just a sucker for cats. i want to make my life right with this man. and more than anything i've ever had in my life, i only want one thing from this man-his love.

What Type of Beauty Are You?

You Are a Natural Beauty!

You're the kind of beauty that every guy dreams about... One that looks good in the morning - without a stich of makeup That's doesn't mean you're a total hippie chic though You have style, but for you, style is effortless

What Type of Beauty Are You?

What Kind of a Girlfriend Are You? (Promise, I Never Manipulated This!)

You Are A Professional Girlfriend!

You are the perfect girlfriend - big surprise! Heaven knows you've had enough practice. That's why you're a total pro. If there was an Emily Post of girlfriends, it would be you. You know how to act in every situation ... to make both you and your guy happy.

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?

Which Goddess Are You?

You Are Aphrodite!

A total shining star with a ton of admirers And no wonder: you live life to the fullest! When things get bad, you can easily take off to a happier place But occasionally, you need to deal with problems head on

What Goddess Are You?

cats

yup, toolz just got a really cute cat. i checked online and found this really cute pic of a catburglar! enjoy!

waiting for my happily ever after..

i believe in miracles
i believe in dreams...
i believe that love shines through
and in this world where life closes doors and opens plotholes to the non-existence of your shadowed past
and the not-so-distant devout future
you hold proximity
you control your destiny
you, perplexed by anxiousness, addressed upon return
fight back immortality
to retain memories
to pursue love
to regain happiness
for only in sheer pain do you find joy
and only in sublime distrust do you find faith
and only in supreme catastrophe do you find chances
and only in surrender do you find domination
and only in falling down do you find hope to stand up
to kick back and stand up...
and to battle doubts to recall truth
to pretend that life goes on
like the river flows on surely til it reaches the puddle wetting your feet
you are the water that ebbs until my heart is filled with the vigor that it needs
you are my happily ever after...