the fear is still there, the nagging fear that this all a dream, that he doesn't care for me and that he will leave me hanging in mid-air and that there isn't anything i can do or say to take back the hurt and the pain and the suffering.
somtimes, people say the craziest things to get by, like i would fight for you and i wouldlove you more. or this time i'd change... what makes each time completely different? does one sentence say it all? does "i love you" say it all?
the fear isn't to lose him. it's to not have that one chance with him. the fear is not to be a complete fool. it's to be the fool with no one to love. cos at the end of the day, all that matters i that i love him and stayed with him...
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