waiting for my happily ever after..

i believe in miracles
i believe in dreams...
i believe that love shines through
and in this world where life closes doors and opens plotholes to the non-existence of your shadowed past
and the not-so-distant devout future
you hold proximity
you control your destiny
you, perplexed by anxiousness, addressed upon return
fight back immortality
to retain memories
to pursue love
to regain happiness
for only in sheer pain do you find joy
and only in sublime distrust do you find faith
and only in supreme catastrophe do you find chances
and only in surrender do you find domination
and only in falling down do you find hope to stand up
to kick back and stand up...
and to battle doubts to recall truth
to pretend that life goes on
like the river flows on surely til it reaches the puddle wetting your feet
you are the water that ebbs until my heart is filled with the vigor that it needs
you are my happily ever after...