well, here i am trying to figure out how much i'll be spending for my trip to canada. i might be needing around 300,000.00 bucks in savings to get there. hmn.... wonder if i should start making people up for extra money again. might as well sell my stock options too.
for the first time in my life, i'm doing something that's beyond what i have done before. i'm pretty scared but i'm ok with it, i guess. i don't know if it's all going to be worthwhile in the end. but i think i'm a fighter. so, eevrything i get myself into, i tend to fight for it.
i'm pretty scared of what i'll end up in toronto. maybe i will be a helper or a caretaker. actually, that is pretty ok with me. i dunno how i can make ends meet there. i refuse to be begging for any mercy from people i know there. it's just too embarassing.
maybe i should just move to san francisco, where i could live with my tita. i don't know if that's a better idea than living with some friends,but either way, i'm pretty scared of being alone in canada. what if i have a fight with my friend? or what if i am not ready to be there alone? at least being with family will give me some allowance to be me and be ok.
a ticket to toronto will be around 1800USD and to san fro probably around 2500USD. it's pretty darn expensive either or. hay.. wish i can earn that much in a payday! yeesh.
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