everyday, there is a reminder of why i am not with someone. a raindrop, a song, a line from a movie, a pair of lovers wistfully stroking each others' face, unmindful of the torture their sight brings to people passing by.everyday, i get reminded that i am missed but not loved, cared for but unimportant, and what hurts most, i will carry this pain for years to come. until my unborn child/children mature, until i am ready to be loved again, until my heart won't cry anymore, until the day i die.
everyday, i am reminded that i look to the wrong people for love, wish for the wrong people to love me, pray for the wrong things to happen. build that wall, meg. build it and live in it. nobody will hurt you anymore.
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